After all
It is the little ones that do us in.
The little griefs –
of fingers smudged with the ashes of dreams lost
of the ineffable never made effable
of stone dragons in place
guarding our hearts.
Tender be the chambers of our beating,
soft with the musk of unwed flowers
yet wet with their becoming.
After all
grief, if not wet –
is it still grief?
Is the silent howl of the inward wolf
as potent as the shining rivulet on a cheek,
or more potent still, the howl that was not heard?
After all
what mirrored glimpse of reality
is the fracture in which flowers grow?
What life is it for ivy
that must crack the stone to climb
What is there left
after all is done away with?
Words said as doors relocked
Pathways left untrodden
Lifetimes never examined
For after all there is the none.
The sheer joy of
terror coming home
to roost in the heart
of one never spread open
Yet, after all
is it better to be unexamined –
crossed from the threshold
with lips bitten back
and tongues curled in
and tragedies never realized?
To be seen is ultimately to err
but to never err…
well, little one,
to never err
is to never have an after all...